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jesuslovesbathsalts-deactivated said: What were you like before you crucified your ego? How did you go about it?
Hah, well i was still me obviously but perhaps a lot less patient, a lot more angry, a lot less caring and felt like something was missing perhaps…
There is no one point i can pinpoint, it was a process and is a process, not to be taken too literally. A realization that ego is ego and thats all it is. “It” is not who I am…
High doses of psychedelics after years of research with an open mind and an open heart lead me to a lot of realizations, one of which was to not be controlled by my own “ego”… When you see and feel what you thought was “yourself” disappear it is a harsh and prompt realization to come to… heh..
It opens you up to understanding why people act the way they do, and perhaps just being a more positive human being in general..
After all, I am You and You are Me…
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This has nothing to do with psychedelics, and everything to do with Love… In a way they are infinitely intertwined anyway..
So its only been a week since she has been away, this girl. Just, you know, some girl you might meet once in a multitude of lifetimes… The type of girl that enters the room and knocks you off your usually calm and collected metaphorical feet…The type of girl that can and does melt you with a single look.. The type of girl you connect with instantly and more strongly than you ever imagined possible..The type of girl who makes you lose your breath, literally, when you look into her eyes because she is the epitome of everything beautiful in this world…Perhaps even the type of girl you would give your life for in an instant..
So.. this girl she is overseas hopefully having an amazing time until i get there in about 3 weeks and we start our own adventures together.. I only hope she has some tiny little idea just how much i cannot wait for that moment of getting off the plane and running into her arms to start our own life together..
Its only a matter of weeks, days even if i was being generous.. I feel like the luckiest guy on the planet, about to win the lottery only i know in advance the exact date and time..
Really though, I don’t know exactly what the future holds but i know it is with her and it will be beautiful…
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"Behold my beloved twinflame!
Beyond the labels, beyond the words,
beats One heart, the heart of Love!
As we have crossed and bonded into this realm,
that path started the day ours EYEs met.
The memories are still vivid,
a blink of the EYE in the eternal cosmic moment,
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So I have had a lot of what some would call peak experiences in my life, or perhaps peak psychedelic experiences, maybe even just drug experiences.
There has been telepathic conversations with fish, speaking openly with a hundred year old tree, watching as the sky transformed into a multidimensional being right in front of my eyes and having tiny mushroom tykes playing tricks on me…and a hundred more like that..
Every single one of them however pales in comparison to what i feel when i look into her eyes…
Now i know you can’t compare drug experiences with love but in some way this is the ultimate psychedelic, consciousness expanding experience of them all! Lying with her in my arms and my eyes closed it almost feels like im wrapped in our very own bubble hurtling through space together..
If psychedelic experiences revitalize the mind, then this must be the ultimate form of that.. Waking up every day as if you are floating on a cloud is nothing like i have ever experienced before..And there is no coming down! :)
So to everyone who has messaged me asking for more trip reports im sorry, i have been totally, utterly and completely swept off my feet!
I am literally about to pack up my things in the next few months, quit my job and move overseas for a girl i love more than anything i ever thought possible. I shall certainly have a few experiences to report then!
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Sooo..I was lying on the ground, alone, face up… watching the shitty art deco ceiling of my apartment morph into a million fractals.. Somewhat Struggling with the fact my stomach was full of the largest dose of mushrooms I’d ever eaten in my life..annnnd my sense of “self” was quickly disappearing..At last!
Somehow I resisted the urge to purge and throw up all over myself when i felt the most tremendous stomach pain as giant sweat beads ran down my face, probably white as a ghost and looking pretty damn good in general by this time..
My mind was flung into some horrible dimension as the ceiling flexed inward and my stomach churned outward…bracing for what was about to happen..
When Suddenly by pure chance,
This track came on and
Saved my life.
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I am still Alive, more alive than ever perhaps.
Thankyou all for the nice messages they are much appreciated.
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Anonymous said: Hi! My fiance and I have been doing psychedelics (either acid or mushrooms) at least once a week for the past 6 or 7 months. Now that I am 7 weeks pregnant I have been wondering if I should stop our weekly ritual for fear that it might harm the baby? I've researched it and the evidence surrounding birth defects caused by lsd is very contradictory and sparse, but just to be safe, what would you suggest?
I would definitely advise stopping. For a few reasons…Mainly the safety of your baby. If there was even one percent chance of it causing any harm whatsoever, it wouldn’t be worth the risk would it?
While psychedelics are mostly known to be safe in that regard, i don’t feel like its fully been established yet. Certainly regular use and something as much as the weekly use you have been keeping up is not a good idea.
Maybe use the time off to integrate all the experiences you have been having… A week in between trips is not enough in my opinion, and you will have a lot to reflect upon and integrate already from the past months!
All the best
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